Micah's Journal

2:39pm: I don't know. Really.

10:16pm: Who would have thought Music 1 would be so hard? If only I had taken more music classes, I would have been prepared for it. yay SMC ...

I need to post more. This is fun.

8:10pm: I still have LJ?!?
Ran into dom today and she was all like why don't you post on LJ anymore and I was like I dunno.

... I think you can guess what happend next ...

11:39pm: Mt. High is OPEN!

That is all

8:53pm: So there's this girl and I'm still totally in love with her but every time I tried to call she blew me off. She changed her cell phone with out letting me know. She changed her aim with out letting me know. She went back to college and I just found out today. She took me off of her friends on lj ...

Yes. I broke up with her. But I still care about her.

I don't get it.

I must have done some serious shit, eh?

I wish I atleast knew what it was. I want to make amends ...

Too bad she won't read this ...

12:32am: As of tomorrow ... today ... at One PM I will be En Route to Maui. I'm to arrive shortly before sunset, what a way to get lei'd. Then Sunday night I'll be off to Oahu until that Thursday. Then My first trip to Hawaii (not to mention only trip off of North America) will have to come to an end.

I'm beyond excited.

-Micah

8:05pm:

Maybe I'm just oblivious to my world ... But this award really came to me as a surprise. So much so in fact that shortly after getting it I was moping around feeling rather hurt and offended. Thinking, "what did I do to get my co-workers to see me this way" but as I talked to those wiser than me and as I had time to think about it, I realized it's not a bad thing. In fact it's given me more confidence. For the first time in my life I had hot girl say that I had "good game" Something that I have never had because I've been to afraid to try and spit game out of fear of rejection. But I realized something this summer. Fuck it. It really doesn't matter the more fun I have the better.

And I'm all the better for it.

I love the fact that the majority of my epiphanies come to me because of the pool.

Yeah.

8:00pm:
Fight Club!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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8:42pm: The problem with America today is stupidity. I'm not saying there should be a capital punishment for stupidity, but why don't we just take the safety labels off of everything and let the problem solve itself?

9:12pm:
Which OS are You?



Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you?

10:48pm: Girls don't like boys
Girls like cars and money

Girls will laugh at boys if they're not funny

Girls with great bodys like boys with ferraris

7:59pm:
Hey, you're a typical run of the mill college
student. You do your studying, you make decent
grades. You also don't constantly talk about
your major or how busy you are with it. Your
weekends include sleeping in, hangin out with
friends, or seeing your parents. You also
probably picked out your major without the help
or force of someone else (ie: parents, hence
your seemingly indifferent yet habitual
attitude towards it. The best type of student
to be. Go you!


What college stereotype are you?
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7:44pm: My mom is psycho...
This kind of amused me ... my mom walked in and said, "here's money for the pizza" and handed me $20" Thanks I said. Then a couple of minutes of no conversation, just everyone doing what they were doing. As my mom starts to leave, I asked, "what kind of pizza did you order" "Oh , I thought I'd have you order the pizza." She said. "oh, gee, thanks." I replyed. She leaves. less than 10 but more than 5 minutes later she comes back in all mad and she said, "did I detect a hint of sarcasm in your thank you?" "huh?" I said. "when you thanked me" Blank stare. "for the pizza." "oh, yeah, a little bit." "How dare you be sarcastic with me? I do alot for you I cook you dinner, I do laundry, you don't pay rent..." etc etc etc ... Then she goes on to say something to the effect of you need to be mroe respectful and blah blah blah ...

well ... I thought it was weird ...

7:27pm: Procarstinate now! Don't put it off.

2:01am: Googlism for: micah
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I love the social side of college. Houseboat rocked my world.

I am now known as Party boy and I like it.

I don't want to drink Natty-light for a good long time.

9:47pm: I got my Tea, all is well ...

Thanks Mollie!

10:22pm: Call it Poetic justice, Call it Irony, call it what you will ...
She's moving into an appartment with her boyfriend ... She's a crazy crazy girl. She says she's not into drama, that she's had enough of that. It's part or why we got off so well. But some how some way this girl makes more drama ... than a thing ... that makes alot of drama ... incessantly.

She says that we shouldn't see each other anymore in that way.

Good, fuck her.

I don't need feelings ... I really don't.

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If I had just thought about things more ... like I had wanted to ... and not just made an emotional decision over the phone ... I would be in a much better place right now.

I love being oblivious to everything and doing stupid shit ... oh wait ... I just remembered, I don't.

Where's my tea?

"well what do you want?"

"It's not important what I want, it's your life."

"It's your life too, what would make you happy?"

"What would make me happy? To be sain?"

"What? why do you say that?"

"well, If I were sain, I probably wouldn't be so damn self destructive. I probably wouldn't Fuck shit up the way that I do. Hell, I'd be much happier."

10:35pm: Yay me...
Yeah so after dropping Journalism One and geting a W on my transcripts for that class ... My Philosophy One teachers think it would be best (and I agree) that I should get a W in that class and retake it with them in the fall. Yay Community College.

Maybe this way I can keep my 4.0 ... yayness ...

UCSB here I come ... in 2006 ...

4:18pm: http://www.livejournal.com/community/wellesleyblue/5104.html

3:11pm: I doubt you'll even see this ...
Because of this:

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here's what I wrote before I got that message:

I do want to be in your life. I really do. You have no idea. I've just been really down lately. i haven't had anything to say to you. I don't want to hurt you but I keep doing it. I don't know what to say to you. I can't seem to say anything. I don't know what to do. I just want to see you and hold you and ... I just want everything to be good.

1:50pm: I wish I had something to say. I really do.

12:37am: Taken from pimpwiththeears

D-
i think i remember what happened. he mentioned that someone suggested to him that he not tell you. chances are that you would never meet this person or anyone who knows this person, so what's the harm? with him, i weighed the options. if he were to hook up with her, there are really only two things he could do: 1) keep it from you. you probably won't ever meet and it had been discussed that there was at least some level of openness to this relationship. it wouldn't be cheating, but he would be lying. 2) tell you. volatile as you are, the openness in the relationship had the stipulation of honesty, so he should tell you. i told an anecdote, as i usually do. it was his decision to make, not mine. i just brought up points in each case that he might not have thought of. i didn't advise him one way or the other, though i wanted him to tell you. i probably pushed more in the direction of him telling you because that was my personal bias.
if this isn't what you're talking about, then i'm completely oblivious and i'd love for you to point out to me where i am at fault. i'm sorry i contributed to your misery.
-S


She's telling it straight, that's how it went down.

I'm sorry I made it sound any other way.

8:11pm: Fuck you ...
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2:14pm:
you're chandler...when you're around there's never
a quiet moment and no one is safe from your
sarcasm.


which Friends character are you?
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Very Approiate since just last night I was bet I couldn't NOT be sarcastic for a week. I talked them down to a day and lost with in five minutes.

yeah...

2:18am: Sigh.
*sigh*